What does it really mean to ‘re-start’ a creative journey? If like me, you’ve thrown yourself into the deep end and sunk, more than once, there’s likely to be a great big question mark against trying again. After many years, I’ve finally come to realise that this damn question mark is acting as your ego’s gatekeeper and IT WILL NEVER GO AWAY.  So, stuff it. Get over it, because, really, who cares if you’ve been harbouring dreams for most of your life if you never actually do anything with them? On the other hand, trying and failing is a tried and true part of the learning process. The second thing is to accept and allow the gestalt of life’s experience, however long or short that time might be, to inform the decision to throw yourself once more into those murky and mysterious waters. Be kind to yourself but brave. Listen for the voice that urges ‘now’ rather than the one that is the sound of your fears.

And take the leap, dig your toes in, whatever damn analogy works — even good old Nike’s “Just Do It”.

For me, the realisation that it really doesn’t matter how many times I jumped, so long as I did, is expressed by the word “kickstart” and I’m not referring to the online funding platform but to those ye olde days of classic motorcycles, (that is pre mid-70’s before the electric start made it all sooo easy), when in order to get your ride on, you had to combine timing, vigour, focus and badass kicking arc. You can’t get that beast started, let alone barreling along the road with the wind in your face, if you don’t commit with everything you’ve got.
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